she's wearing her favourite orange long sleeve t-shirt tonite.a gift from her ex, "i love you" he use to told her that...the i love u thing is so cheap when the relationship is about to start, of course...
and for 3 years, that 3 word adorne her every single day.
why would he lie, he love her so dearly... neither place nor time can ever change that.
she was wrong....'i love you very much dear!'...but still...poor her...
they are going out tonite, with her best friend and a short-term relationship friend.she let out a little gigles when thinking about tonite,
they have been known each other for almost several years now, but they rarely speak to each other, she wonder how his voice would sound like....
he look a decent person, based on her observation.A kind and soft-spoken person from what her friend had told her...(yeah!that guy really a descent person!!...i knew him oredy lol..=P)
she hardly say a word during dinner, too shy maybe.the first impression are crucial, she knows that.
and if he give her a chance, she would show him that she are perfect for him.
she had bottle her feelling too long.she had plan up sort of conversation with him but now... her mind are blank..speechless!everything she plan jz go away..no sign..oh no!..
out of the blue, her best friend pinch her and she scream 'ouch!'..ahhh..the atmosphere truoble her a bit...wake her up from dreaming in the middle of dinner!..Wat the heck..tgh dinner pun bleh tdo gak ke..
he look at her and she look back... their eyes met for the first time...
a sudenly blood rush to her head... her cheek blushing.she look down.her cheek are red spontanoesly...Adrenalin!........"hahahahaha...."..
her friend laugh... and she didnt think the situation are funny enough to make her to join the laughter, some said its best medicine...its hurt!..
she look back at him, he smile with such charming and kind eyes...she shocked+freeze..=P
'....am i falling in love again?the broken heart whispered....'..after everything that happen recent, she cant afford to have somebody in her heart anymore...the wound still mark...the sadness still surrounded her...her X still..arghh!!!...enough abt the word X..damn X..X only an algebraic term..she whispered...
'hee..'..a fake, sweet little smile, from her lip......and from her eyes that never lie,force to make her look happy!....
a smile that will end everything happen that nite...
a smile that she wouldnt forget for her entire life.
a smile of frustration and devastating....
a smile that deserve a second chance....
a smile that only concern about the X-word!!!!...
she admit it....=D...
p/s....ini hanyalah imaginasi penulis!!!!jgn cube jadikannye sebagai isu berbangkit dalam 'mesyuarat community'....ha3~...
..hanye untuk mengisi post kat dlm blog ni...setelah sekian lame mmbisu tanpa berite di sebabkan tenet xpat kat bilik aku..so agak susah untuk aku berblog untuk sementara waktu ini..cume ketike idea diseru ke dlm otak pemikiran aku...note pad mmenjadi pilihan utama..
cerite diatas adalah rekaan semata-mata..hasil kerjasame aku dan ridha...seorang kawan yang agak istimewa, berasal dari Sarawak!...istimewa nye mmber aku ini, terletak kepada dirinye sendiri.. ...persahabatan yang aku harapkan akan kekal abadi sehingga selama-lamenye, tajuk yang same untuk kawan2 ku yang lain, yang misteri ataupun tidak misteri, sumenye same....
....jz imagine ur life without friends...ko akan jadi cam apek kat umah aku dulu, nk g mndi pun kunci pintu bilik,pdahal xde orang yg mmpu hibernate dlm bilik dia selama 1 minit pun..cane tu?..xcaye kat housemate nye pasal?or xde kawan kat dlm apartment aku ni?..punye la aku ini seorang yang peramah..berkwnla dgn aku..aku xracist!..aku universal...aku global malah glokal...aku berkawan,walaupun xsekepale tungjang ideologi nye...aku xkisah..bahkan seluruh dunia tahu aiman juga mengambil pendirian yang same mcm aku..aiman yang meniru aku, cume dia yg lebih dulu muncul di media cetak mahupun elektronik...kredit juge berhak di berikan kepada aku..royalti patut di bahagi same rate...Equal!..itulah yang sebaik nye...aku yakin itu sume aiman wat derk je...haha..sori adik aiman!!!..=D..
tertanye-tanye bilakah tenet ni nk ok..hampeh btol la..rugi aku beli account rapidshare, kalo dah tenet xde!!..sigh~..
exam Design will pass with flying colour for sure!..huhu..
