...[...tribute to the girl i see in my dream last nite...]..

...swit dream last nite...hahaha..hope u all also does have one...same person i thought...i don think she really exist...yeah!..she exist...only my existence is quite a bit of question..is she knew im exist?..no? or yes?.. ..she beauty from my deep2 eyes..lol..how can i say that..its too jiwang already as a post in this blog...well..."cut it out ja"..my friend said..ok2... ..an italian once said that "beauty being defined as a summation of the parts, working together in such a way, that nothing to be added, taken away or altered...your beatifull".. ..sound too technical...bcos i olready change the phrase 'a lot'..so its sound not too lemah gemalai la.. thats it.......

..yet to be told...

Friday, February 20, 2009 karya - karya Jaja Jeng 7 CoMMEnT

..he wants to love but his heart turned cold from those old stories yet to be told and solve. he never told a soul about his past, maybe it should stay that way, the less the better. Too much cruelty, he buried everything deep inside knowing that no one could really understand what he has gone through. A real life of ‘frog-who-want-to-be-a-prince-charming’….

..Stories, whatever it’s about, bring a deep curiosity in our heart and we can’t stop reading until the entire puzzles are solved and the trivial question that seems so foolish is answered, and of course, when the sad prologue becomes the happiest ending. So let me warn u, there is no happy ending here. The only left is nothing to be left for someone like him..

..It all begun with a crack in his heart… by a soft smile from a woman across the hall. Gentle piano touch on ‘Beethoven’s Love Story’ filling the atmosphere, illuminating the heart of everyone in the party, his too. Then the smile grew wider, as the women come closer, he though he must be dreaming. Deep down his heart, he honestly confess that he had fall in love, but with who? The shinning Cinderella getting closer....

..A tear on his face… he doesn't realize the tears has run down, pity him. His thumb, smudge the first tear but her touch make the sadness even worse.

..A scar on his wrist…

..A moment in time that he can’t replace…

..A place to forget…Just another thing to regret…

..he gonna smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's just a dream, and pretend she's not hurting me….

p/s : kredit goes to me and ridha......sigh~..

..tipikal kelantanese...

Friday, February 20, 2009 karya - karya Jaja Jeng 2 CoMMEnT
...sambut salam kepada yang muslim, selamat sejahtera kpda yang bukan, konbanwa' kepada orang Jepun...yang telah tersedia maklum, aku berasal dri RedLand Kelantan, negeri yang aku banggakan kerana pasukan bola sepak nye sudah mmpu bersaing dlm liga super pada musim ini..yang baru2 ini mengalahkan pasukan bola sepak Pahang 5- 1 di gelanggang lawan..prestasi yang boleh di banggakan... ..post kali ini bukanlah untuk menyuburkan kembali semangat perkauman, TIDAK SAMA SEKALI..cume hari2 yang aku lalui 2 minggu kebelakangan ini terlalu tipikal untuk aku terime...terdengar suara2 sumbang melayu minimal mengata dari belakang,melayu yang merosakkan bangsa sendiri dan tanpa disedari mereka menunjukkan mereka itu harus di beri 'jari tengah'...bodoh!berani kate kat depan la..yang paling ati panas adalah mereka yang di maksudkan itu adalah warga hawa yang konon nye adab santun sudah menjadi rutin dlm kehidupan seharian..ceh!.. ...kebenaran nye adalah...apabila aku berkomunikasi, bhase yang di gunakan mengikut kesesuaian...kalo dgn orang senegeri, loghat kami adalah medium nye..kalo dgn orang bkn senegeri, medium yang di gunakan mestilah sesuai agar komunikasi itu menjadi 2 hala..kalo satu hala orang xpggil komunikasi, orang panggil 'ko-sket-lg-dah-nk-mati' sebab ko ckp sorang2....nk dijadikan cerite:---ikuti perbualan tersebut...
aku : lambat siot ko datang, lelah aku tunggu sorang2.. kawan aku di sebelah kanan : ilek r bro, jap je pun aku lambat ni...bila nk start ni? aku : jap a..tggu si 'x' jap..dia pun lambat gak kot..ade keje katenye tdi.. setelah 2, 3 minit... aku : oloh nate ni..lambat ngat nok buleh ko nyapa cni.. kawan aku itu duduk di sebelah kiri : rilek boh..ado kijo meta satni..ho,derah la..ejah cepat sket..buleh kelik cepat.. kawan aku di sebelah kanan : ko mmg la slalu lambat nye..pape jeh la ko ni..aku gak yang kne ceramah sbelum ko dtng...damn!.. aku : jom2..kne wat cepat ni..
(suara2 sumbang dri arah belakang) : laaa..orng kelantan rupenye..igt oghe KL..(dgn nada xbrape sedap nk dgr....).. ..oleh kerana aku yang paling lantang bersembang tdi..oleh itu aku rse kenyataan yang agak xbrape manis itu di tujukan khas kepada aku' bkn name sebenar '... SEDIH!!!..ade lg manusia sebegini rupe..igtkan dah pupus... aku bkn tipikal kelantanese!..zaman nye telah lame berlalu..cume saki baki nye tetap ade..biasalh..air di cincang xkan putus!..btol ke tu peribahase aku?... ..bukan niat atau menghine saudara sendiri..tetapi untuk mengingati sesame sendri.. irama ketika ini...Azan maghrb berkumandang...gtg...=D... p/s : entri kali ini agak serius..ini sume gara2 aku xcukup mase wat test QC tdi, emosi xstabil tpi mkn makin berselera nmpaknye...=)..

....back on track...

sudah lama agaknyer, since i updated this blog..about two week..bkn nye tdak bermnt lg meng updated blog aku ni..but thre a lot of thing happen and commitment this past two week..shgga aku kne mengenepikan dahulu untuk mnulis ataupun menaip secara teknikal nye....after CNY, ther two incoming exam total out is 30%...byk tu...hope both paper make me proud enough..hahaha...
i have sumtin to share with you all.. jeng3~........... "mereka seorang engineer"
This is the final sem for those who in mechanical and manufacturing engineering sesi 04/05 in Unimas..This 4 years course almost about to end..only 3 month left...for those who not lucky enough will extend in order to grad with a better CGPA...hahah..me include!...LOL...for those who is able to grad on time..congratulation!...you r the best..=D....there is a fact!..out of 77, there is only 7 'flower' there..u know what the flower means?...ONLY 7 FEMALE STUDENT IN MY CLASS...sigh~...so little by little..so,the theory that stated, male student dah nk dekat pupus,tidak boleh di guna pakai dalam klas aku...maybe course yang lain bleh kot..aku tgk kawan drng pun sume pompuan..hahaha..lucky them..lucky ke?...nope!...they are not lucky enough to be lucky..apakah mksdnye tu...aku pn xsure.. all this sweet girl from east Malaysia i ges...from bintulu,from kuching,from sabah also..thre is one girl that had been mysterious for all of us since the very first year attend this class!...u know who?...damn,im not giving out the answer..think of urself..lol...this is:
lala lela didi angel wawa ct delia
nice to meet all of you here...you make our class shining brightly as the sunshine arise from the east every morning,every day for last 4 years!..hahaha..you all shud take that as a compliment...=D.. To lala - nice girl from bintulu...she in my memory in static class..hahaha.. To lela - from bintulu also, she nice..in 4 years im only talk to her several time.. To Didi - nya tok orng kuching,taman sukma kot.aku xsure gak...hepi go lucky i think..not available anymore..=D.. To angel - my friend said she look very beatiful at FK dinner 'once in the blue moon' at crown plaza hotel..i think so..hahah.. To ct - i never talk to her i think..maybe we shud have a little convrsation later or just say 'hi' once we meet each other somewhere... To delia - sabahan..promp queen with nice royal yellow blouse at FK dinner at crown plaza..she also not available anymore guys!..=D To wawa - iban girl...nice also...thank to her cause to put my link in her favourite section..kredit to her...
"they all future engineer"
hehehe...itulah a litle bit prescription about them...even my communication with my opposite gender are too bad..but still i want to get along with you all...=D...i have one more person to share with u all..but i think maybe next time...because she is too far away from here...i wish her alwiz in pink or yellow or white of health... i got a bad fever today..sory Ir Dr Andrew, dont manage to go to your class today..also En aidil,sory for not be able to enter your dynamic class...time to take a meds...panadol all the way..damn!panadol suck... back on track tomorrow..insyallah!..